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Call me? I've sat here for hours, waiting for him to call.Call me? by ~BttryPwrdSushi
Click, "Oh, this is a funny video."
Click, "Why am I watching this?"
I end up doing the same thing he probably is.
Watching videos on the internet until he finally dials
My number and press the talk button.
Don't get me wrong, I could always
Call him.
But I am a nuisance, and as a nuisance
I am not supposed to.
Even if not hearing his voice is killing me on the inside.
She says it's a bad habit
Always wanting someone with you.
But she doesn't have self-esteem issues does she?
Nope.
The snap of the keys on my computer keyboard,
All mocking me, representing every second I have
I'm Sorry. You told me you didn't want me cutting myself,I'm Sorry. by ~BttryPwrdSushi
So I did
I write.
To feel better
Sometimes
But sometimes,
I can't
Because well
It's too hard
To keep the wire from my hands
Too hard to breathe without it being forced
Too hard to think I'm the one that made someone
feel like shit.
Sometimes I want it to g away
Everything
But
I know it won't
So
Please
Don't feel like shit
I just want you to know
How I feel
Isn't that what matters
I guess not
Cause I guess
That's really selfish
Because well
How you feel is important too
But let me ask you this,
Why
do the tears that fall on my cheeks feel so hot and sting so much?
Is
